Stay away!!!!!!!!!!
Don't come any closer
for I'm too complicated for you...........
I have been over and under trying to mend the barriers...........but, the distance seems larger by each passing day.Can i do any justice to ma own feelings????? why am i branded wrong???????
Its just that the feelings can't be kept subsided for long.Yesterday, i felt like keeping ma head buried under the pillow and cry out loud .......but,i couldn't. Instead i sat there emotionless staring at ma engineering maths test .At one point i even wondered "which one is more heavy the book or ma heart?".I should have told ma issues to someone ....at least ma parents........issues that has been the reason for ma constant emotional imbalance.But, what if they just rub it of?.I can't bear further complications .Too much is too much.........I have been pulling ma self up and then it all shatters back ,spreading out............I'm locking ma self out from everyone......i know it won't do any good......but, why should i transmit the pain to someone else............no i won't.... i will go through this of ma own..............right now i think its better to write the feelings down rather than torture someone with ma complain spree........that's why i say
" stay away
dont come any closer
for im too complicated for you"
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