BREAKDOWN REGION.......
Give me a break!!!!.....shoo....LIFE......you come in full circle don't you....right now im sandwiched between yet another P-N-P junction...can't move in either way...trapped in a one way.....conjested....tired....n stretched to the breaking point.....i try to be as flexible as possible ...still its not that easy ,allowing yorself to be manipulated...i thought playing basketball was tough...lol)-:living out life is much more tougher.....

WILLINGDON ISLAND
don't tell me... iv to go through it all again.... praisin willingdon island....sheesh....i feel like sreamin "get a life" feelin bored you know....life is much better in here don't mention the crowded ernakulam town...rather than sittin at home...sippin the hot tea....in the comfort zone....i like the heat of the outdoors fightin with the cold windz ...beatin the mercury......i stay near the sea side area...still feels so warmed up ...so dry.....ought to see the park near the sea...awesome.... cool breeze,ships sailin by,birdz back to their nest after gruellsome day...its refreshin....n indoors..humid get ready to wet yourdress its sweatin time...don't forget to mention the mosquito attack....big ones suckin your blood...singin out wierd songz...yuck....the traffic to this part of the city is less so ,you won't feel like you are in city...no pollution...no power cuts.....no maddenin crowd...hey...don't think of buyin a house in here cause..the entire place is government owned....no place 4 outsiders....lol)-:

WHY???
Bad.....definitely bad....whenever i keep myself busy,fuming about ma lack of time...it's bad news.....im hurt....i try to burn up all ma energy n focus just to get out of the akward situation....hm)-:This time it was smijas who noticed"you are tired"she said patting on ma shoulder....i knew it!!!!!time to go back to square 1:analyze...right after college i did stand in front of the mirror ....staring at maself...no....i can't stand there seeing maself....and its not doing any good...it's making me feel sick...Gottcha....turn on the laptop...read blogs!!!!think its helping...and...lol)-:i understand now......."INFERIORITY COMPLEX"........i have that mechanism inbuilt but this time it has taken it has taken its toll.....how can i make myself feel good...That's where the mob coes i....who ever is thecreator...thanx!!!!i rang up ma old friendz...from school....its helping....ate some crunchies in between 'n' now blogging...Everything in perfect order...."why a i feeling low????"shouldn't be.....why am i letting the heart take control over the brain????i shouldn't allow it....Back to 19...ripping your personility does help.....a good sleep and i will be back on track...raring to go...fasterthan before....

MAKING FRIENDS

What is the criteria of makin friends????hm(-:subject to ponder about...its not that i follow them everytime...still......

• LOOKS.....(poor souls out there....its true lol)-:beauty or no friends..)
• INTELLIGENCE????(not the googles wearing type though)
• FAITHFULNESS
• COMPACTIBILITY
• ATTITUDE
• STYLE????
• HELPING,CARING 'N' UNDERSTANDING

If put into a tight spot.......i will be happy choosing ma friends based on the 3,4 n 5th criteria....it's annoying at times to see people falling for the most popular guy or gal in the college....can't blame them...is all humane....neva.....don't get bitten by the beauty n intelligence bug.... next time you choose friends"YOU CAN GO WRONG"

DAD!!!!!
Dad waz in charge of the house today as mama had to go to the work early....its really annoying when dad is around.....he just screams out at every instant"don't do that don't do this"who's bothered....dad made me clean the dishes....yuk!!!!when mom is around she does all the cleaning work...he even tried his hand in cooking.....he made somethin called "thoran"looked like burnt cabbage....im better off with ma potato chips....he d n't even take me to visit grandma..dad asked me to baby sit ma (DAD IN UNIFORM:HE'S AN INDIAN CUSTOMS OFFICER)younger brother...so uncool!!!\now...that dad is gone....me n bro are havin a great time....dirtyin the house......when dad n mom comes back they will be in for a shock....lol!!!can't wait to see the expression on their face.....

IT'S OVER......
The much feared SSD is over....what a relief.....but...xam wasn't that easy...especially the B part...12 marks questions all twisted to the core....again.....ma memory cheated me...forgot..the derivation of contact potential.....at times when i need memory the most it vanishes off from sight....gosH!!!!!!as expected it was easy for SMI.....i knew that...no magic balls required to predict that....well the next xam is on 7th that too...electronics circuit...isnt as difficult as SSD...but,for the last internal xam i scored a...B-.....its bad i know.... still.... everyone scored the same..... hey....i ought to get a trophy....wanna know why????cause yesterday i kept awake untill...3a.m.....go up at 5....i killed ma beauty sleep for SSD...hate IT!!!!