WHY???
Bad.....definitely bad....whenever i keep myself busy,fuming about ma lack of time...it's bad news.....im hurt....i try to burn up all ma energy n focus just to get out of the akward situation....hm)-:This time it was smijas who noticed"you are tired"she said patting on ma shoulder....i knew it!!!!!time to go back to square 1:analyze...right after college i did stand in front of the mirror ....staring at maself...no....i can't stand there seeing maself....and its not doing any good...it's making me feel sick...Gottcha....turn on the laptop...read blogs!!!!think its helping...and...lol)-:i understand now......."INFERIORITY COMPLEX"........i have that mechanism inbuilt but this time it has taken it has taken its toll.....how can i make myself feel good...That's where the mob coes i....who ever is thecreator...thanx!!!!i rang up ma old friendz...from school....its helping....ate some crunchies in between 'n' now blogging...Everything in perfect order...."why a i feeling low????"shouldn't be.....why am i letting the heart take control over the brain????i shouldn't allow it....Back to 19...ripping your personility does help.....a good sleep and i will be back on track...raring to go...fasterthan before....