Monday, February 01, 2016

January

Its heart wrenching. Whatever happens tomorrow, I will just stop my tears from falling. I am trying to fake out this calm demeanour, but the anxiety is eating me up. Having started from nothing, to be given everything, only to be snatched away again, its a painful process that no one should go through.

I have to be strong for us, fight through the darkness to show you the beautiful dawn that you may never see again. This world is cruel, mocking you as you fall down on the knees breaking the will power as you struggle to get back up and walk with your bruised leg.

It hurts, no matter how much I try convincing myself, to pick back up and move on. Whatever be the outcome, I will stay strong for us. I go to sleep not wanting to give my heart the slightest ray of hope, I naturally assume I can be as cold hearted as I can try to be, only to be reminded that I am a mere mortal, and my heart is susceptible to the warmth called LOVE.