Wednesday, May 07, 2014

I am

I am misunderstood, I am stereotyped, I am healthy, I am flimsy, I am a cry-baby, I am a sister, daughter and wife. I am a woman!!!



Life is going on smooth, or more or so I like to believe, but job-hunting is probability eating up my sanity. I am looking forward to my two year anniversary. I spent my free-time either dancing my worries away or swimming through the ocean called YouTube. I love watching rains from indoors, but getting wet and dirty, well 'No thanks !!!'.

I feel, life is too short to learn all that you can grasp and after 25, the brain activity kinda slows down. I repeat the statements multiple times just so that I don't scribble anything stupid for the people around me to laugh at. I would love to write CAT one more time. I can't explain the high I get while solving Math problems.

Hair color, I love long tresses with slight ombre or pale highlights. I so wish I had Rapunzel-like hair, well coming back to reality, only extra deep conditioning makes my hair look like they are ready not to catch fire.

I love Makeup. I shouldn't be saying this, especially for someone who used to advocate natural beauty and blah blah. At least I m not advocating plastic surgery!!!Stop the hatred right there, if you have undergone plastic surgery, no hard feeling because I feel It's a personal choice. I don't get up everyday looking like a hindi-serial actress, no I have my sad-dull-depressing days when I would be wishing for a tucked chin pouch, but then there are ooh-so-awesome days when I would be loving everything about me. Makeup is just a tool to enhance once natural beauty, to make once feature standout. I feel empowered, strong, and feminine at the same time. I am a  strong advocate of letting your skin shine through. Makeup should be only used as a tool and not something you can hide behind.

I love my friends, few who I interact on a day to day basis, few whom I don't keep in touch with, and a few who don't the other way around. Well, I have very few close friends. The ones I can call at the middle of the night, well nonexistent. In spite of my social awkwardness there are people I cherish, for whom I will wage a war, or lay out my life and yeah no prize for guessing, that's my FAMILY.

Well, now I feel light hearted. This post is a puzzle of sort, a perfect concoction of my thoughts.