Exams.......

I'm becoming paranoid after each passing day ,making a big fuss out off small issues. Have been trying to calm ma self down but,seems impossible with the exams fast approaching. Just few more days and i will be writing ma sixth semester exams.Today i found ma self typing away ma frustration,had been trying to call up ma GF's but,no response and after 4-5 messages i was getting angry and frustrated ,at one point i even thought of throwing away ma mob,later in peace as i sat and thought about it,felt sooo stupid,i mean why such big fuss over a silly thing may be they are in a difficult position to message.Silly me !!! can get all over the nerves.Iv never felt so desperate in ma life,trying to bring a balance into ma study time table and i fail miserably not once ,twice but innumerable times.Blaming it on professors,or the old wine in new bottle"i don't have notes" won't work out this time.The stakes are high and i have lot to loose than actually what seems to be written in papers.Putting up a brave face in front of the innumerable books that lay scattered in ma room doesn't seem to work either.Common i need some order in ma life,some serious discipline to pass the big ugly university exams.Need a miracle that will save me .....