Life for the past few days has been like still pond refusing to move.The days seem stretched n finally all what i wish for is the comfort of ma pillow.The depth of the pond is frightening n I'm not comfortable swimming deep.Everything has been like fast food this week."it did kill ma hunger but,dint give enough satisfaction"
Moving away from the fence i felt quite relaxing but, next week has whole lot in store for me .Starting with test n then the tours .Its like telling a prisoner who is about to be electrocuted that the electric chair doesn't work. It has become quite impossible to balance work n play.
One of ma friends is refusing to turn in. Not quite expected of her but,the reason is really annoying for she is doing all this for her Boyfriend. What crap!!!!!!!!!!!!
"one shouldn't sacrifice everything for love"
Shes playing it expensive putting an end to one relationship for another.I can never understand not a word of it but, guess its her choice.
When conversations become a silent affair doubts begins to crop up. You can't find a solution without a"PROBLEM" and when the problem is deep within its further difficult to communicate. Usually when one shares the point of view the load gets reduced n the pain too.
And yet again when you see a happy face filled up with dark clouds you your self get affected by it. During ma power electronics lecture hour i was surprised to see drops of tears in ma friend's eyes. I was taken aback as iv never seen her cry ,reason being quite painfully hard to understand.I Could feel the tears buidling up in ma eyes too.That's the effect of her company. Finally i did gather up all ma courage to comfort her. Week has been still hope it does make a move next week...............
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