Sunday, October 28, 2007

Ma self............


Always wondered..............
why am i building up a wall
around ma self???????
why am i running away
from relations???????
why am i behaving so cold??????
why am i not looking back?????

I never let anyone
come closer to me
so that they can hurt me
I'm just trying to protect
ma heart.........

Why am i like this
mmmmmmmmmm...........
if i don't let anyone take control
anyone see that I'm crying
i may have to shelter within
ma self.........
threading together what it seems
infinite loops...........

Give me time
give me space
so that
i can be more dependent
more considerate
and more ma self.........


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