Tomorrow

"Beta see you next time", as she held me close, I felt a tinge of sadness swelling inside. My friend's mom who was visiting us girls was leaving. Why was I feeling the pinch, I tried to confront my inner self. At this point of my life, precisely the wrong side of 20's is teaching me a thing or two about myself. Throughout I have maintained that I am a pure Aquarian, someone who believes in no strings attached, someone who is unemotional and not affected by people. 

No!!!I am a far cry from what I project myself to be...I break down, I don't like people walking out of my life, I hate being alone, I sulk when I don't feel loved. Is it the life juncture I am in? Have I changed? I am far more sensitive to people than I was, I listen as much as I talk, I walk the middle road. Who knows by 30, I might be back to my unattached self. If life has taught me something, that is to be unbiased, and open minded. Who knows what tomorrow holds. 

End of 2013

It's a fresh start, the office looks bare with few associates. As the world ushered in the new year spirit, I was lying on my couch watching Sherlock in awe. What presence of mind, what a charmer. The whatzaap alerts were going down by numbers as the clocked showed another 15 minutes for 2014 to begin.

The last day of 2013 was like any other day WORK-HOME (an early 5 pm one)- GYM-HOME. I decided to just lie down and reflect on the fading year. My brother who had joined me in Bangalore was having a sound sleep. Can't blame the poor guy, he had office the next day. Sherlock was distracting me, or rather taking away my pain. I was all alone this New Years!!!my flatmates had gone out and I didn't have the zing to book up a fancy place for dinner. The cook, had prepared paneer-mattar masala, would eat out 2 chapathis and call it a day. Frankly, I couldn't sleep...nor could I let the feelings go.