Monday, February 01, 2016

January

Its heart wrenching. Whatever happens tomorrow, I will just stop my tears from falling. I am trying to fake out this calm demeanour, but the anxiety is eating me up. Having started from nothing, to be given everything, only to be snatched away again, its a painful process that no one should go through.

I have to be strong for us, fight through the darkness to show you the beautiful dawn that you may never see again. This world is cruel, mocking you as you fall down on the knees breaking the will power as you struggle to get back up and walk with your bruised leg.

It hurts, no matter how much I try convincing myself, to pick back up and move on. Whatever be the outcome, I will stay strong for us. I go to sleep not wanting to give my heart the slightest ray of hope, I naturally assume I can be as cold hearted as I can try to be, only to be reminded that I am a mere mortal, and my heart is susceptible to the warmth called LOVE.

1 comment:

anna said...

Been catching up on your blog. From the silly but delightful whims and fancies of a college girl, you have grown to be a moody and brooding woman, is what your posts say.
I know this world is full of shit and most of the time, even the shit is unfair to us. But..

Buck up girl.. You have it in you to find some happiness and spread even more around..

Waiting for the next happy post!!