NO, this is not a step by step guide on murdering someone you hate, nor is it bible for methods of self destruction #depressingmuch.
Rewind back, I was taught to be ME . I was made to believe that if a guy can do something, I can do it too. I was told, not to give up and to hold my head high and be truthful to oneself. May be all these teachings did spoil me in a way and I turned out to be strong willed individual, ambitious, voracious, and a fighter of sorts.
I am still my old self, I don't like to be pretentious , especially towards people with whom I spend 90% of my precious time.
I am drubbed the wrong way, I am too loud, insensitive, dowdy and what not. I don't have a reason why I should kill myself for someone, why I should stop being myself!!!. Anyways, you will analyze each of my action with the microscopic lens of yours, picking on my weakness, then why the hell should I be someone else for you?
Yes, it's time to kill myself and be someone else, to put on that mask and pretend as if I CARE!!!
