POST DEPRESSION
back to the world of maniacs....time after time iv been suffering from the same syndrome...something thats part of ma life..."DEPRESSION"cant blame anyone..most of the time i hide ma persona onto myself without opening up,keeping all the worries to myself..once into its grip i tend to hurt maself..accusing the world of being bad to me...not even ma friendz seems to know ma issues..whenever i keep ma head low..becoming quite ,everyone seems to think its part of growing up..all ma rage and accusations go straight to ma parents heart...iv witnessed two types of depression one being hiding onto onself other being letting the anger take control of oneself...earlier i used to hide from anyything and everything nowdays i let loose all ma emotions..whatever be the situation..i tend to care less about the people around me..ma parents for instance..doesnt react to ma violent behavior..post depression period is totally a traumatic one...the feeling of pain that one causes seems to come back haunting the consiousness..i dont seem to understand why..the people around me doesnt react...hasnt been a very good week anyway...semestor is coming to an end ..exams fast approaching..seems like iv to get over the feeling of lonliness somehow..