LIFE.......
Its scary... 2 see ma life floating off aimlessly.Alas!!4 a person like me,whose effort qoutient is equivalent to rate of persuation its a scary situation..i can't keep on rooted to earth 4 long..most of ma friendz..have surpassed all records &me????still trying to figure out what to do with ma life...may be time can give me a new lease of life..or may be not.Sometimes i feel that people around me are so different so..vibrant.Im the only black and white character around...a...iv tried walking through the path travelled by many only 2 realise that"thats not what i want..."may be the world will turn around some day..may be.. 'OPAL'will turn into a gal born to realise her dreams...still wondering whether it will remain a dream or what...

LOVE...
ha..what to say...iv never fallen in love so im not quite an expert on this topic still...right now ma friend was complaining about some guy..wanna hear why???its because she doesnt know what she has got into..she feels its just friendship but i dont think so..maybe a stage little ahead of that..may be the blossoming stage..phew..its such a pain ..i donno..people say its kinda wierd.. when u fall in love..u forget whats happening around you..you think,sleep and talk about that particular person...ha..you start to cherish each word uttered ...i had ma own set of crushes but all ma feelings are for celebrities...its..so cool right ..wanna hear the name of ma latest crush...'ANDERSON' of english cricket team....i had a chance to meet with him the last time he toured India..a cool guy..maybe i will fall in love after sometime may be..its a long wait man ..right now me and anderson in our own dream world...adieus.....

CHECKMATE
Its all smithered in black and white
in the game of life,
64 squres and you sit with a kingdom
at hand.
Rooks,Bishops and Queen
they all play their parts in this puppet
world.
The game may mould out champions
but the real champion is he who survives
the war of life.
One wrong move and you are trapped
in the enemie's hand,
waiting to be slaughtered.
The figures on the board kill and kill,
all thats left is nothing but,will
to reach the enemie's den.
Move forward, play your game untill u are
trapped by checkmate
and here the game ends
for ever...

Its all human to keep smiling at the time of adversities.Ha!believe me life is not that rosy..if one doesnt speak out the problems buried deep within then ,one day the problem will consume u..the void deep within ma heart is my current problem ..sometimes i get so frustrated that i fail to see the world beyond the four boundaries of ma wall..I view the world from ma comfort zone..cursing all the bad things around..Not even once have i attempted to try to make a differnce of ma own..I know that its almost impossible to change the world in one week..the way i dream..i am ashamed of the hollowness in ma words..what can an 18 year old do all by herself???do i have the right to question the existing system..All i can do is to believe that im also a part of the society..that never needs to b questioned..or for the time being let the fire deep within me rest in peace...

ha!ha!ha!ma friendz..from school came in the last day..had a gala time with ma friendz..swaran and rahul came in..we had lots of sweets..cause its diwali..festival of lights..gozziping is one of our all time best thing...ooh la la ..cant believe those people hid so many things from me 4 all these years...ha!! i couldnt believe all those gwashy stories that they told me but they ...ma having lots of fun ..basically cause im having 4 days holidays..let me enjoy ..while u people rock..

a...saved at last... i scored A in all subjects of my 3rd semester exam..but the bad news is i fought with my buddy 2day...wanna know the reason?he tld that i speak a lot...pretty lame excuse i know..but what 2 do im kinda sensitive gal..m...what else..hey..2day was nothing special..only that i gotta learn something new ...all guys do behave strange at times...even they cant understand what they mean..phew..i need 2 address some serious issues...take some decisions..i need 2 change ma working style cause iv become a lazy bone nowadays..need 2 work hard otherwise im sure gonna flunk 4 the next exams...

hiya ppl its the second time i am on net...its almost dinner time at ma home..typicall kerala dishes like avial-a mixed vegetable curry,fish fried in plantain leaf,sambar,prawns,its smell so... good aha i never help ma mama in kitchen...am her sweety..sort of...kerala breakfast consists of steamed items like appam,idiappam,idli...lunch is usually heavy with 8 or 9 curries served in plantain leaf with steaming hot rice..usually its very spicy...keralites use lots of spices like cardamom,cinnamon etc... evening ends with tea..dinner ends with payasam a sweet dish ...

back 2 basics....college life is turning out 2 b a boring one.no play and all work..are colleges meant 2 b like this????classes start around 8:30.one hour break in between.7 periods in all with no periods free..dont expect empty classrooms..classrooms are always full...lectures ,presentations,talks,blah..blah..blah...coffee joint is the only place around the college where u can hang around with ur friendz.. without any tensions and worries..ah...almost forgot about college canteen..paradise on earth ,where u can get anything from traditional kerala meal 2 tasty hamburgers..u can always see the canteen full even during holidays...classes get over by 4:30.after that all of us friendz..hang 2gether near the square...most of us luv watching the lovers fight, teasing juniors...hah college...its so..monotonous..so..same...i reach back home by 6..next day its the same cycle..is this what people call life????no flavour..noenergy...noparty...no lifeee...monday 2 friday..hah..typicall..kerala engineering college.....