Life Lately

This page here feels like barren land, of unfruitful labor of love, of heartbreaks and heart aches. It's a long wait, and an eternal struggle to find happiness.

Some days are just hard to go through and I try to calm the air by whispering sweet nothings to the heart that doesn't want to listen. 

Heart Break

You know what it feels like to have a hole in the heart? Butterflies in your tummy? Tears in your eyes? Well, you will never know!

Peace ✌

January

Its heart wrenching. Whatever happens tomorrow, I will just stop my tears from falling. I am trying to fake out this calm demeanour, but the anxiety is eating me up. Having started from nothing, to be given everything, only to be snatched away again, its a painful process that no one should go through.

I have to be strong for us, fight through the darkness to show you the beautiful dawn that you may never see again. This world is cruel, mocking you as you fall down on the knees breaking the will power as you struggle to get back up and walk with your bruised leg.

It hurts, no matter how much I try convincing myself, to pick back up and move on. Whatever be the outcome, I will stay strong for us. I go to sleep not wanting to give my heart the slightest ray of hope, I naturally assume I can be as cold hearted as I can try to be, only to be reminded that I am a mere mortal, and my heart is susceptible to the warmth called LOVE.

Lessons I learnt in 2015

1. People change, and they move on. There is no point holding back onto memories.
2. Blood is thicker than everything.
3. Life = Unpredictable! get used to it!
4. Success never comes for free.
5. The concept of True Friends do exist. It's not a lost art.