RACISM
Last week the Indian press carried full length news on bullying of SHILPA SHETTY by the other housemates in the BIG BROTHER CHANNEL 4call it a frantic attempt by a fading star to regain her lost glory or call it the WEST'S attitude towards the EAST,shilpa managed to create a few ripples in the international arena...RACISM exist in any civilised ociety...even india is not free from this virus...racism exist within Indian bondaries..one may wonder...classification based on skin colour or what...na....the tag here is"BY THE PEOPLE 4 THE PEOPLE"India is divided into 4 zones namely north,south eastn west each with its lifestyle n even gods i hail from south comprising of kerala,thamilnadu,karnataka n andhrapradesh.i belong to malayalee community which boasts of highest literary rate in India(98%)be it aerospace,IT parks... famed IIT and IISC....whatever be the advances made by the south the people..the north zone fails to recognise it..during my short stint with the north (did ma schooling there)i came into terms with racism within India.even though ma name doesn't sound southish ,ma accent does..it did fetch me a new name..."MADRASI" the north people know only one class of south people..they poke fun of your dialect,hair colour ( jet black hair)they even think south people eat dosa(food item)365 a year...their attitude towards south is not a hostile one so is their attitude towards other zones .....when racism exist within india what right do Indians(including me)have,to question the west's attitude towards he east????(at least the skin colour differnce is more pedominant than the difference between south n north)racism cannot be tamed ..even law is not strong enough to dig its teeth into this ugly piece of junk well we gotta...live...with it ,over it n even beat it..

NIGHTMARE NAMED SOLID STATE DEVICES...
feeling quite left out......needs someone to speak to.......it is more of a desperate ..situation....smi's(ma friend) is racking her brains over electrical.....examz which will be held on tuesde.....m....i don think there is anything to be so.. scared of...electrical..is so simple as compared to the dreadfull ssd(solid sate devices) ....haven't attended any of the ssd classes properly...m....our professor..a highly wiseman of his degree did explain almost everything but......na....had to go through his (or it can be called MY) notes more than 10 times to understand the very first line....smi is 2...good in ssd.....she always scores good marks....to ma horror iv realised that i don't have the notes of first two chapters namely....diodes n basic fundamentals....m...i was busy sleepin then....m...tell u people somethin...from experience...sit in the front row wearing your spectacles....so that your professor won't catch you napping....he!!!he!!!he!!!!a....i did get 7 days off before..electical...i wasting that off....next examz is ssd..only 2 days off...i tried to..catch up with ssd...na...felt like a monster right out of ma nightmares....even ma friend appu is out of town.....can't ask him for help either...hey...on 2nd i will have to face...the truth.....as far as the saying from MAHABHARATHA goes...."you are the master of your own actions"low marks are what you get for wasting away your time....

IRONY IN HUMAN RELATIONSHIPS
PART -2
Last day as i was jolting ma way to the examination hall trying to remember greens theorem one of ma ex- classmate stoped me...."Here comes the star" she announced...i tried to reason with her so as why she thinks so????"aha!!!!you seem innocent you idiot "she said....as a matter of fact i did understand what the topic was but......didnt dare to open ma mouth.....2 days back one of ma very close friend eloped with a guy she met via chatting.....it came as a shock to many of us as she put us in the dark throughout....none of us had slightest idea on what was going on....the last day i met her was 2 days before, the incident at college....she didnt show any signs nor did she mention anything.....the entire incident came as a surprise to many as she was one among the toppers in the class....what to say?????people...are making up new stories, with her best friends including me.... playing a part in the foul game....even her parents think that we are partly to be blamed.....the story doesnt end here ...as the police couldn't trace her yet...hope she would surface some day....iv prepared some questions which she will have to answer.....cause...she cheated on us....broke our trust...broke all those peoples heart that loved her...her parents who looked after her for 19 years...she didnt even think about those two...she backed them out for A person she met just two years ago...ANOTHER IRONY IN HUMAN RELATIONSHIP!!!!!!!

sees...day i n day out...itz gettin tough....now that people have become so...nosy that itz impossible to sigh even....all people wanna know are the bad things
happening in others life...how cruel....in with the people who loves to see you hurt...had enough of this!!!!!the next time someone comes over n asks aboutwhat the real story is...im not goin to keep that smiling mask intact...im just gonna burst off.......im not the one liable for all he misfortunes......hah!!!!let people say whatever they want im not gonna be a part of the scheme....

IRONY IN HUMAN RELATIONSHIPS.....
For the last few weeks iv been a mere spectator to the irony in human relationships... every time i open ma mouth to react, im pulled back by the darker side ......i was struck down by the fact that people can change in moments time....strange but, yes true....Anu ,ma friend started behaving strange...all of a sudden problems seemed to creep, out of nowhere...on a fine day she came upto me with a new issue... she declared in front of the whole class that she hates being a black birdie...all of us started wondering...why a sudden change of mind after one year?????i never pick up ma friends based on looks,intelligence or money...for me friends are like ones own reflection an integral part of ma life....the next day i saw her in the midst of some white birdies...one week later...as an acceptable member of both the flocks... a white birdie complained..."she's annoying"...poor thing....she doesnt understand the mean world out there...as far as ma friends are concerned...they are not ready to welcome her back...im torn between ma commitment n ma pride.....